wonderwall

My eyes have long since dulled,        from realization of what my life really holds     I close my eyes and watch the pictures painted on the back of my eyelids...   watch the blood drip past my fingers  feel the emptiness echoe through my      soul, hear the crying within me.. I dont wish to be accepted, I simply wish the pain would go away  Trying to find my reason for living is a meager attempt...I fail frequently, and I\'m  once again thrown back into an inevitable regression. Why me..it\'s only me..the leaves blow over me    as I lie on the ground, drenched in the shadows, trembling from cold that only I feel.